The Old City walls of Jerusalem and the Tower of David at dusk

Between the Walls

Picture a harbor in Spain, August 1492. Ships everywhere — some carrying Jews into exile, others preparing for a voyage into the unknown. Two currents of history flowing through the same water on the same day, neither aware of the other.

Rabbi Berel Wein said it with his usual eloquence:

“On August 2, 1492, Spain became a graveyard of Jewish hopes and lives. The Talmud teaches, however, that God provides the cure before giving the illness, and that black day had a ray of light in it; a ray of light borne on three small ships whom many feared would fall over the edge of the world. On August 3, 1492, Columbus set out on his historic voyage. He, in fact, writes in his log how he was delayed in the harbor by the traffic of ships evacuating the Jews.”

Columbus sitting in his ship, waiting, while Jewish families streamed past him onto boats headed nowhere. He couldn’t move because the harbor was choked with their grief. And yet his voyage — delayed by their tragedy — would eventually create the very place that would become their refuge.

The Cure Was Already in the Harbor

The Gemara in Megillah (13b) teaches that Hashem sends the refuah before the makkah — the cure before the illness. Esther was placed in the palace before Haman ever hatched his plan. The rescue was already in position before anyone knew there was danger.

The Spanish expulsion fell on Tisha B’Av. The worst day on our calendar. And on that very day, the seeds of what would become the greatest golden exile in Jewish history were quietly planted in three small ships.

Rabbi Wein continues:

“Only later would the irony of the Divine plan be seen: on that very day when Spain chose to close out six centuries of intense and productive Jewish life on its soil, Columbus sailed to discover a new continent where there would be a safe haven for Jews and where the people of Israel would once again be able to rise to a preeminent role in general society. That black day in August 1492 had a ray of brightness to it. Pity that this did not become apparent for another four centuries.”

Four centuries before anyone could see it.

A Wedding Ring Inside a Wall

This is how Hashem works — hiding the cure inside the tragedy itself. Sometimes it takes centuries to see it. Sometimes it takes years. But it’s always there.

Rabbi Ezriel Tauber, zt”l, told a story from his own family’s experience during the Holocaust. When the Nazis came to his city and the Jews had to relinquish all their possessions, his father took his mother’s wedding ring and buried it inside a hollow wall. One day they got word that a boy in the community had become sick with tuberculosis and needed to be hospitalized. The family needed money to save his life, so Rabbi Tauber’s father retrieved the ring from the wall and sold it to pay for the boy’s treatment.

The boy was admitted to the hospital, but shortly afterward he died. When he was originally admitted, however, he wasn’t allowed to do so under his own name. He needed an alias — so he used Rabbi Tauber’s father’s name. When the boy died, the death certificate was issued under that name.

Later, when the Nazis came searching for Rabbi Tauber’s father, they checked their records, found a death certificate with his name, and assumed he was already dead. They moved on. The family survived.

The refuah was hidden inside the makkah. A wedding ring buried in a wall. A boy who died under a borrowed name. A death certificate that became a lifeline. None of it was visible at the time. All of it was orchestrated.

The Birthday on a Yahrzeit

Now fast forward 284 years. July 4, 1776. The Declaration of Independence is signed and America is officially born.

Rabbi Daniel Glatstein points out something remarkable about that date. July 4, 1776 fell on the 17th of Tammuz — the day the walls of Yerushalayim were breached before the destruction of the Beis Hamikdash.

The seeds of America were planted on Tisha B’Av 1492. And America was born on the 17th of Tammuz 1776. Both dates fall inside the Three Weeks — the darkest window on the Jewish calendar.

The greatest golden exile in our history was conceived and delivered entirely within the period of mourning. That might not be a coincidence. It might be a message.

The Reversal

On our calendar, the 17th of Tammuz comes first — the walls are breached. Then, three weeks later, Tisha B’Av — the Beis Hamikdash is destroyed. First the breach, then the churban.

But with America, the order is reversed. Tisha B’Av came first — 1492 — and the 17th of Tammuz came second — 1776. The day of destruction produced a beginning. The day of the breach produced a birth.

What might it mean when Hashem flips the pattern?

The Breach That Doesn’t Look Like a Breach

America has been both a tremendous blessing and a devastating curse for the Jewish people. It became the medinah shel chesed that Rav Moshe Feinstein spoke of — a country of extraordinary kindness and tolerance, a safe haven unlike anything we’ve known in two thousand years of galus.

But it also opened the door to an assimilation so thorough that it has claimed more Jewish souls than the Holocaust claimed bodies. And it didn’t stop at the doorstep of the non-observant. Even within the frum world, the American embrace has a way of wearing down a person’s fire for Torah and mitzvos — not destroying it, just softening it, dulling it, making it a little less urgent.

That’s the 17th of Tammuz of America. But it doesn’t look like any breach we’ve ever known. When the Romans breached the walls of Yerushalayim, everyone knew it was a catastrophe. When America’s walls were “breached,” nobody noticed — because the walls were opened from the inside. Freedom itself is the breach.

Between the Walls

America’s entire existence — from its discovery to its birth — is sandwiched between Tisha B’Av and the 17th of Tammuz. It lives inside the Three Weeks.

Think about what that might mean. We live in the most generous, most comfortable galus the Jewish people have ever experienced. And it exists entirely within the calendar’s window of mourning. A gift wrapped in aveilus.

We are, quite literally, living between the walls.

A Hint of What’s Coming

And yet the reversal itself may contain a glimmer of hope. In the normal order of the Three Weeks, things go from bad to worse — from breach to destruction. But America’s story runs the other direction. It begins with the churban of Tisha B’Av and arrives at the 17th of Tammuz — which, for all its spiritual dangers, is a lesser tragedy. The direction is moving from greater darkness toward lesser darkness.

That doesn’t redeem the assimilation or minimize the losses. But Chazal teach that Moshiach was born on Tisha B’Av (Yerushalmi Brachos 2:4). The worst day contains the seed of the ultimate redemption. Maybe the fact that America’s story moves from Tisha B’Av toward the 17th of Tammuz rather than the other way around is a hint — however faint — that we’re moving toward something rather than away from it. That the trajectory, for all its dangers, bends toward geulah.

I wouldn’t say I know how. But the pattern is suggestive.

The Ray We Can’t See Yet

As Rabbi Wein put it: “That black day in August 1492 had a ray of brightness to it. Pity that this did not become apparent for another four centuries.”

Four centuries of not seeing the light that was already planted.

We may be living through something similar right now. Like a wedding ring hidden inside a wall, like a death certificate that saves a life, like three small ships delayed in a harbor choked with grief — the refuah is always there before the makkah. We just can’t see it yet.

But if our history teaches us anything, it’s that one day we will.


By Yaakov Astor. Visit www.YaakovAstor.com


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2 responses

  1. scrumptious3c03f22d35 Avatar
    scrumptious3c03f22d35

    just great! 30 yrs ago,The Rav told me that he didn’t think there would be another holocaust in this country because you don’t know what this country looked like (spiritually) 50 yrs ago. but today with the rise of Yeshivot etc.
    However, Hashem has been sifting since the world was created (he gave many examples).
    (there is a great revolution going on. the youth are returning)
    And You ( me)make sure you stay on top of the Sifter!

    1. Yaakov Astor Avatar
      Yaakov Astor

      Thank you — really appreciate that. Your Rav’s image of the “sifter” is poignant and very much in the spirit of what I was trying to say. Glad it struck a chord.

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